Chaos crawls through veins into every crack of my bones
Thoughts boil in my skull till nothing but emptiness grows
Darker than the trench where no sunlight ever dares to go
Colder than deep space the chill wraps every breath I blow
God stands high above the clouds watching silently down
We kneel in the dust begging for a single grace to be found
No saviour will catch us when we hit the cold hard ground
Every escape was cut off long before we were born around
Eternal death loop spins right under our feet
We were abandoned long ago on this barren shore of defeat
Before we lay in the grave we already lost all hope to meet
Even the strength to struggle was drained out bit by bit complete
What do you do when every single thing is gone
When you can't even recall what your old life used to taste like at dawn
Your hands no longer shiver when the fear comes crawling on
Numb skin tangles with the cold wind that keeps moving on
You once had a friend you could turn your back to no doubt
You once had a lover who could melt your cold heart out
You once had feelings that made you feel alive no shadow of doubt
You could even laugh out loud till your sides ached no need to hide out
But the merciful God took all of these away from my hands
The all-knowing creator never shows a single trace of remorse or stands
He says all punishment comes from the sins you once planned
And virtue alone deserves the reward he has in his command
I traced every footprint I left on every road I walked through
Counted every single sin that I can remember I ever grew
Till this day I still can't figure out what I'm supposed to do
What on earth am I doing wrong that he keeps pushing me through
Chaos still crawls under every inch of my skin
Nothing but wind rushes in my empty chest hollow within
God still watches far away as I sink into the sin
No one will ever give me that one minute of peace I've been longing to win
