Ignored My Heart - ExChillCafe
I said I was okay
when I was falling apart
I smiled through the silence
with a tired heart
I remembered our first kiss
the dreams we used to make
held on to yesterday
afraid to watch it fade
My mind told me to stay
It showed me our beautiful days
the promises you whispered
the love we used to chase
But my heart spoke softly
through every lonely night
saying love should feel like home
not a place
where I lose myself
I ignored my heart for so long
until it told me the truth
I kept believing your promises
while I was losing me and you
Love shouldn't feel like waiting
Love shouldn't feel alone
Sometimes the hardest goodbye
is the road that brings me home
One rainy night I stood there
with tears I couldn't hide
I knew staying would hurt me more
than saying goodbye
I still remember your laughter
I still cherish what we had
But I choose the heart inside me
over the love that made me sad
I don't hate you my love
I don't regret the days
You were a beautiful chapter
in a different place
I listened to my heart
after years of being afraid
and found the woman waiting
for me to come back again