Push You to the Side (Explicit)

I’m the best at making excuses

Never fail to cover myself

But I could tell something was different

When you told me how you felt

You were saying nothing was the same now

And I was gonna try and play it cool

I know it isn’t hard to just be honest

But somehow it’s hard to admit I’m a fool

I pushed you to the side

Thought I was in the right

Did I **** it all up

Swept you under the rug

I pushed you to the side

I don’t wanna be the guy

Who never filled the cup

Cause he didn’t care enough

I could lie and try to justify it

But that would make me more guilty

Yeah I know there’s no point in hiding

The truth even if saying it

Would try to kill me

I pushed you to the side

Thought I was in the right

Did I **** it all up

Swept you under the rug

I pushed you to the side

I don’t wanna be the guy

Who never filled the cup

Cause he didn’t care enough

I pushed you to the side

I was wrong in my mind

What have I now become

Someone who pulls the plug

I pushed you to the side

I let me fall behind

Know that I made the cut

Know that you bled so much

Yeah it just wasn’t right

I was wrong in my mind

Yeah it just wasn’t right

Pushing you to the side