没有后来的后来人
Lyricist: Wan Mingbo
Composer: Wan Fengqing
Suddenly I realize the peak is the one with no later no after
Living so tired I never learned to love myself
Some laugh some cry I'm just that fool
Life can't be redone no road leads back
Behind smiles hides a blade those who never suffered won't understand
I've counted the ceiling cracks at 3 AM twenty-eight in all
Each one writes"you deserve it"why are you so dumb
I've wrung myself dry like a dirty rag
What came out was all knife scars too stupid to remember who to hate
No later's later later is just the grave
I want to bury myself in the past forget today
The more I struggle the deeper I sink the clearer I see the more it hurts
This life is a well I scream till my voice is gone
The echo says don't regret wrong is wrong let it be wrong
This life's hardship is this life's pain
I've killed myself a thousand times
Each time I rise I hate that my hands weren't ruthless enough
The ones death won't take and life won't love
Stuck in between even dreams are heavy with suffering
When pain goes numb that's freedom
No later's later later weaves despair
I lie to myself that tomorrow comes but tomorrow's just today
The peak lives in a dream swallowing the bitterness whole
Keep walking the peak knows no one cares
Squeeze out the last drop of blood only then release
Looping till death can't die alive but hurting more
The peak the one with no later no after
The peak's story goes on writing pain into the song
Turning hope into despair a future with no future
The peak steps forward
Step by step
Keep walking keep keep keep walking keep
