Rabbit Hole - Lauren Cimorelli
Composed by:Lauren Cimorelli
'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
Be alone be alone be alone
Careful words with no response
He spends his nights in coffee shops
Quick to fall but he won't catch you
He disappears like Joshua cats too
And I know and I know and I know
You don't know you don't know me well
And I know and I know and I know
I don't know how to be by myself
I swear that I am flying
While I'm walking on a wire
Convince myself it's raining
While you're setting me on fire
So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole
Till I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
Be alone be alone be alone
Empty words and flying sparks
With something cold to replace his heart
He's perfectly assembled while I'm falling apart
He looks just like a work of art
He's untouchable so far away
He's further than outer space
Trying to prevent it now
That keeps on getting hotter
But I'm okay with drowning baby
If you are the water
So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole
Till I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
Be alone be alone be alone
Any word he's ever said to me
Has burned into my memory
He keeps his time erased
His need from his mind
And quickly I'm all babbling
He's gone and then he's back again
But maybe I'm just dreamin' ahh
Haaaaa
I drink you up you sink me down
Take myself deeper underground
I can't win I can't hide
'Cause it's all in my delusional mind