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Loving You in Silence - ArlenaZara
I learned how to miss you quietly
In rooms where no one knew your name
I held my tears like secrets
So no one saw the pain
I smiled when they asked about us
Said I'm fine, just like before
But every breath I'm holding
Is heavier than the one before
I never asked you to stay
Never begged you to choose
I just stood there loving you
With nothing but to lose
I'm loving you in silence
When my heart does all the talking
Screaming things I'll never say
While the world keeps on walking
I hide the truth behind my smile
I bleed but I stay strong
I'm loving you in silence
Even when I know it's wrong
I watched you fall for someone else
Like I wasn't standing there
I learned how to break politely
And pretend I didn't care
I replay every almost
Every moment we never had
I was always second place
And I love you never planned
I carried all these feelings
So you wouldn't feel the weight
I chose to be your shelter
Even when I felt erased
I'm loving you in silence
With a heart you'll never hear
Crying in the dark alone
Drowning in my fear
I gave you all my honesty
You gave me all this doubt
I'm loving you in silence
Trying to figure my way out
One day I'll say your name
And it won't break my chest
One day I'll love someone
Who loves me without regret
But tonight I'm still here
Learning how to let go
Of a love I never spoke
But you somehow always knew
I was loving you in silence
But I won't stay mute forever
I deserve a love that speaks
And holds me when I tremble
I'll take my heart back gently
From where I left it wrong
I loved you in my silence
Now I'm learning to move on
I'm learning to move on
I loved you without a voice
Now I'll love myself out loud there
