I Deserve to Be Free (Explicit)

I feel so stupid I can't believe

I fell this **** again

I should've known better

That you were actually better

I'm so embarrassed bought

You diamond carrots

Still you did me wrong

I should've known better

We couldnt last for ever

I promise you this time

Will be the last time

No more going in circles

I deserve to be free

For once in my life

Once in my life

I deserve to be free

For once in my life

Now I'm all alone playing

Pick a boo on the phone

Checking if you text me

Hoping that you called

Could you bless me

Pull up in ya draws

Then we make out

Fall in love again

Say I hate you

Can you be my friend

Then we break up do it all again

Then we make up

And do it all again

Will it go round in circles

Billie Preston I feel like it will

And I ain't guessing

I'm getting dizzy

Repeating this lesson

I'm blocking

My blessing ****ing

After all the hell you

Put me through

Don't know why I'm still

In love with you

But that's gone change

Put that on my name

I ain't going back

I ain't coming back

I promise you this time

Will be the last time

No more going in circles

I deserve to be free

For once in my life

Once in my life

I deserve to be free

For once in my life

Should've known, better

Nothing last, forever

Never say never

But you'll never get more

Of my effort I swear

Should've known better

Nothing last forever

I've got to live for me

I deserve to be free

I promise you this time

Will be the last time

No more going in circles

I deserve to be free

For once in my life

Once in my life

I deserve to be free

For once in my life