Pedestal (Explicit)

I’m tired and

I’m exhausted from the feelings that I’m

Hiding

Every time we talk I feel more fucking

Childish

And I can’t see myself

Now you’ve got me so blinded

I shouldn’t put you on a pedestal

I shouldn’t but I kinda like you unattainable

I shouldn’t let you make me vulnerable

I shouldn’t listen to you talking like some kind of new age oracle

All I seem to do

Is change my shape for you

I’m falling

In love with the idea of you

I’m all in

Scared it’s better than the truth but I

Keep trying

To turn myself into your type

I’m hoping

You will fall for me too

I shouldn’t put you on a pedestal

I shouldn’t but I kinda like you unattainable

I shouldn’t let you make me vulnerable

I shouldn’t listen to you talking like some kind of new age oracle

All I seem to do

Is change my shape for you