I never meant to play this game
You see only the smile I wear each day
Every scar became too real
No one came to save me and I’m still here
A war inside me I’m trying to hide
I’m full of lies, trapped by my own doubts
The script remains always the same
Still here, trying to count to ten
I wished it’d be different this time
I wished it’d be different this time
I keep falling for the same old line
Mistaking the pain for shine
Playing a part that always ends the same way
I lose and then I try again
Pretend something is going to change
Bite my lip and press replay
Like something broke and it's hard to breathe
Still here trying to count to ten
I wished it’d be different this time
I wished it’d be different this time
I wished it’d be different this time
I wished it’d be, it’d be
I wished it’d be, it’d be
