What lurks there
I dont wanna know but deep down I already do
I felt the malaise as soon as I woke up
Sickening anxiety is capturing me
I could only pray
Shutting my eyes hoping that its just a weird feeling
Even now someone is whispering in my ear
I pretend like I dont notice it but I actually do
That thing is going on a rampage in its cage
Before I knew it you were born inside of me
Growing without suffering or pain
If that thing breaks free itll ****ing kill me
I can never take my eyes off of that tiny cage
Its eyes sparkle whenever I am weakened
Its always targetting me
So dont let it out of there
Blind
What lurks there
That thing will never die
Even if this world ends
So take shelter somewhere safe
Dont make eye contact hide your ****ing face
My body and soul have been twisted beyond repair
So much that even I could tell
That distortion gave birth to it and now it gives me ****ing hell
My brain now knows -night is meant for suffering
A slow relentless erosion that creeps in over the years
Even if I decide to ****ing end it all
That ****ing thing will keep on living
I'm sinking even deeper into the abyss
What do these lifeless eyes even see anymore
If that thing breaks free itll ****ing kill me
I can never take my eyes off of that tiny cage
Its eyes sparkle whenever I am weakened
Its always targetting me
So dont let it out of there
Before I knew it you were born inside of me
Growing without suffering or pain
If that thing breaks free itll ****ing kill me
I can never take my eyes off of that tiny cage
Its eyes sparkle whenever I am weakened
Its always targetting me
So dont let it out of there
A mirror in the dark
Always watching me
What do these lifeless eyes even see anymore
If this is what fear truly is
Then I must have misunderstood it all along
Never let the me escape from that cage
Blind
What lurks there
