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Shadows Dye - LivinForThePlanet
Living for the planet
Science of the soul
Pressure in my chest, monsters rising in the dome
Chemical loop in the body like it's calling me home
Little boy screaming justice, monster breaking bone
Shadow says I'm dying, so whispers you're not alone
Silent first, then the scowl, hand pounding the wood
Old time life replaying, nervous system wants a flood
Every glance a trigger, every thought a spark
Body begging for the hit, ego feeding off the dark
Monster voice screaming, little kid still inside
Validation twisted, rage like a tide
So sits in a corner, whisper soft but true
You don't wanna die brother, this is ego leaving you
Tightness to freedom, rage into peace
Lead under the mud, breaking the crease
Monster collapses, shadow let's go
Ice playing rising, pushing through the clay below
Addicted to the chemical, chasing that flame
Body wants chaos, can't tell joy from pain
Loop after loop, every thought a fuse
Feeding old circuits that I never choose
Heart rate spiking, vision starts to blur
Every word in terror says, I misinterpret the stir
It's not her, it's the ghost of a loop I fed
Cortisol king still stuck in my head
Denial creeping in like smoke through the vents
Mind throwing justifications, twisted defense
Tells me you're right, tells me she's wrong
Then the crash comes fast, can't hold that long
Songs we wrote for freedom start to sound like lies
Ego hates the mirror where the soul still shines
I skip the track I made when I felt divine
Like who was that man, can't be mine
Tightness to freedom, rage into peace
Lead under the mud, breaking the crease
Monster collapses, shadow let's go
Ice playing rising, pushing through the clay below
She stands across the room, steady and aware
Mirror of compassion mixed with fire and despair
20 years looping, both of us scarred
But we keep showing up, even when it's hard
Fear means love, in the middle of the floor
Both shaking, both aching, both wanting more
The soul's a signal I keep trying to find
While the monster in my body's trying to unwind
So watching patient like a parent in a room
Child throwing tantrum, monster at full bloom
But whisper keeps calling, let go move ahead
Ego dies here but you're not the one that's dead
Breathing through the rubble, smoke clearing slow
Heartbeat heavy but the current starts to flow
Adrenaline fading, eyes finally clear
I see her not the ghost that fear engineers
Forgiveness not spoken, just shared in a stare
Two battle-worn lovers saying I still care
The pain still lingers but the space feels wide
Like air rushing in where the monster died
Pressure turns to breeze, heartbeat to flow
Mud cracks open, sunlight starts to show
Thousands of seeds lifting, pushing weight away
Emerging from the shadow, into love we stayed
