Relapse; Signs. (Explicit)

When I awoke in a pool of sweat, Not a

Thought crossed my mind that I was

Reading the wrong signs. This all so

Meaningless to me, and as endless as it

Seems, I've been turning the other cheek

To the thoughts that left me feeling

Weak. Every time this happens to me, I find

More than good reason in speaking

Slowly. Yet I refuse to belive that the

Truth is a life. I'm at fault for the decisions

I have made. I'm falling asleep. I

Swear I've seen this a thousand times

Before. it's like a metaphor that i can't

Ignore, anymore. This is the last time I

Remember crawling on my knees in desperation.

I'm falling asleep again. Why

Can't I wake up? Time to wake up. Pretend,

Everything's fine. Relapse, one more

F**king time. The grass is greener on the other side.

All the time spent backbeddling seems useless because

You never really get back what you've lost,

But I've spent my life at the edge of the

Clouds. Obsessed with the sound, I'll never look down.

Why can't I wake up? Time to wake up. Pretend, everything's

Fine. Relapse. Dear dreamer, did you ever

Think to cover your tracks? Keep light on

The footsteps. Cause if the shoe fits, well

The f**king shoe fits... come to peace with

It and you'll breathe sanity, it never

Seems to come easily to me. Dear dreamer,

It's not my fault your life's a f**king

Nightmare. It'll slip right through your

Hands. Dear dreamer, it's time you rub

Your eyes and look at your sad reality.