Heads up nigga
We gon be alright
Look at me soaring now
Give it my soul I pour it out
Been on this before what you seein now
Back when I couldnt afford a house
I used to sleep in the Prius no heater on site of my campus
Dropped out for a job I just couldn't manage
Was racking that debt made it hard to see family
I ran out I panicked I start to grind at the studio
Don't tell my girl I was homeless
Was wasting that time that we coulda spent
Too focused not folding Im used to this
I'm not complainin but ****did get hard
And I know what my worth is
I waited my turn
Look at me flourish
I want em to know what they seein right now
Is me beating my curses
I only got one life to live
Tryna keep my headspace clear
Been off the meds for the feels
Tryna run it up while Im here
Really I am what I is
I went and became what they feared
She want me to be someone different
All a this ice in my veins
Lately it feel like my mind is out a they range
Im healing to funnel the pain
Lemme stop for a minute to see all the ****that we never did think we would see
We was just kids in the cul de sac
Badass in the class wit a giant heart
The memory caught in a photograph
I used to sit on the roof wit my daddy and listen to trains go by
Then later he told me he used to do things to numb out feel of his brain on fire
I'm not really sure what to say cause the last time I seen him
His sister just passed and I wasnt there
Too busy LA had me tweaking
Addicted to people perception of me
Know niggas that cast me as enemy
I used to wish I was current me
Im excited to see who Im finna be
I'm ready to grow to a better person
Looking back I'm already a better person
If you hate me then hate so be it
First lemme give you the reason
Aye
Tryna keep my headspace clear
Been off the meds for the feels
Tryna run it up while Im here
Really I am who I is
I went and became what they fear
She want me to be someone different
Aye yeah
Tryna keep my headspace clear
Been off the meds for the feels
Tryna run it up while Im here
Really I am who I is
Yeah
Only got one life to live
Runnin from my past
Goin nowhere fast
Goin nowhere fast
Goin nowhere fast
Runnin from my
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