anxiety, coffee and panic attacks
i would tell how it hurts
but sadly
no one asks
so i walk like a zombie
and talk and go to the laundry
and watch my clothes getting dirty
while i wash them
this place is not what they told to me
this whole in my heart just dont want to leave
my tendency is healing
but i got the feeling
that this time i just cannot do it
(do it)
the walls fall around the block
i get cut from all the outdoors
publicity for anxiety
small talk about the cheating ones
ill deal with the smoke beating in my lungs
this place is not what they told to me
this whole in my heart just dont want to leave
my tendency is healing
but i got the feeling
that this time i just cannot do it
(do it)
and then the world became more slowly
i need someone to told me
when its time to close the windows
so nobody could see my hurts and healings
my blackouts and ceilings
my move fowards and wilings
then chokers and the beatings
will somebody just stay here?
(STAY!)
please!
I dont knew it back then
i think im about to snap then
(BECAUSE!)
this place is not what they told to me
this whole in my heart just dont want to leave
my tendency is healing
but i got the feeling
that this time i just cannot do it
(do it)
doooooooo
something
pleeeeeaseeee!
(please)
