PTSD(Warrior Built) (Explicit) - Tech N9ne/Krizz Kaliko/Jalil Baker
Lyrics by：Aaron D Yates/Samuel Watson/Jalil Baker/Michael Summers
Composed by：Aaron D Yates/Samuel Watson/Jalil Baker/Michael Summers
Uh huh
Yup
Okay
Whatever
Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is
Yeah I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you but
I got this
Thanks anyway
Don't let this eat me alive
I only can see this world from the inside
And I'm holding it inside
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
And nothing's making sense
And they have no patience for anything
So I'm going on everything
Somebody get me out of here
You don't see what I see
So how the hell you gonna stop these voices
In my head that got me offly rocky do you copy
Traumatized much from homicide what
Don't wanna flip but mama I must be the one that I trust
I ain't got no friend I ain't got no grin
But I'm macho when I lock load and I block foes in
When I stop souls in a rock hold
I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim
Inside of my nog' grows grim
By heard it goes deep
I serve and go weep
A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep
Was a word of a treatment somebody murdered more peace
Inside of my third it's so bleak
Done so much dirt I go leap to chief
Don't let this eat me alive
I only can see this world from the inside
And I'm holding it inside
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
And nothing's making sense
And they have no patience for anything
So I'm going on everything
Somebody get me out of here
I'm thinkin' about my lady is she doin' something shady?
Like havin' dudes around my baby situations got me crazy
Brainiac in subjects but a maniac in public
Where they train me at is insane biceps with no zandiac react
We in thugish mode feelin' my love is cold
In about a minute I'm a flip my top gonna watch my mug explode
What I need right now from a lady is kiss and hug it shows
Got a grudge it holds
God bless my rugged soul
But I got it I'm stable I'm for real I'm willin' and able
Got you feelin' I'm ill and I'm crazed
Go get the manic depressant pill on the table
What'll keep me cool is a good birthday for my baby girl
'Till that time I'm dealin' with my mind
And trippin' up with the crime in this crazy world
Don't let this eat me alive
I only can see this world from the inside
And I'm holding it inside
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
And nothing's making sense
And they have no patience for anything
So I'm going on everything
Somebody get me out of here
Look in my eyes
You can probably see the crazy feats of danger that I've survived
Don't wanna relive 'em
If you make me then I get livid
I might just go commit a crime
I can feel 'em starin' at me all crazy
Like they don't understand what I be sayin'
But you ain't seen death
Man I been awake for seven days and I just cannot stop shakin'
So now
'Bout to take another shot and try to battle all my demons
Can't let 'em win
I'm a take a semi automic into my dream
And pop shots until they all drop to the end
That was goin fine
Until I had a small flashback and they all started risin' from the dead
Now they start to double and double and this shit's overwhelming
But I gotta find a exit quick
My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope
I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope
Seat to buckle down and try to battle it out
And try to dodge shit that they about to throw
Know I put in the hours
But it still feels like I got a loose grip on my skill set
But fuck it
Know I need a grip on my head if I'm really 'bout to do this
All or nothin' man I gotta give it all I got
One shot gotta make this shit count I'm on the clock
Watch my shit tockin'
Sweat drippin' from the top of my head fallin' to my eyes so God
Please help me do my best
Then pop there's a hole in my bulletproof vest
Shot to the chest man I'm runnin' out of breath
But can't leave this world till lay this shit to rest ahh
Don't let this eat me alive
I only can see this world from the inside
And I'm holding it inside
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go
And nothing's making sense
And they have no patience for anything
So I'm going on everything
Somebody get me out of here
