Meltdown (Explicit)

Got a million questions

I can’t think straight

Had to many drinks

I can’t walk straight

It’s building up

I think this is a meltdown, breakdown

I can be your high for the night, I

I can be so wild like your dreams, I’ll

Make you come alive for a little while

While

Yeah, i promise you

It all looks good on paper

But i can promise you

It’s not like that

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am to you

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am to you

Everything is blurry when I’m with you

Shit, I just don’t want you like I used to

This is rough but I can’t be your lifeline

You’re not mine

Wanna get me high for the night, I

I could let you try, you won’t get it right

Only feel alive when i dream at night, I

Yeah, you love my eyes

I do look good in pictures

But I keep telling you, I’m not like that

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am to you

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am to you

My heart beats faster now

I feel this major pressure

I can’t keep running ‘round

Tomorrow I’ll be better

I’m screaming, there’s no sound

This is such a nightmare

Strange places all around

Hunts me when i’m down

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am, do you?

My heart is hurting

I don’t trust the world

I don’t understand who I am to you

My heart beats faster now

I feel this major pressure

(I don’t understand)

I can’t keep running ‘round

I’m screaming, there’s no sound

This is such a nightmare

(I don’t understand)

My heart beats faster now

I feel this major pressure

(I don’t understand)

I can’t keep running ‘round

I’m screaming, there’s no sound

This is such a nightmare