Sick of It - Izanosad
I wake up tired
Not from dreams
But from days that repeating me
Same old silence
Same old room
Even daylight feels like gloom
I try to feel something real
But everything just fades too quick
I'm sick of breathing
But I'm still alive
Tired of pretending I'm alright
This emptiness won't let me go
I hate this feeling moving slow
People talk
But I don't hear
Just echoes ringing in my ears
I smile back
But it's all fake
A fragile mask I always take
I'm losing pieces of my mind
In every second passing by
I'm sick of breathing
But I'm still alive
Tired of pretending I'm alright
This emptiness won't let me go
I hate this feeling moving slow
If I disappeared tonight
Would anyone even realize
Or am I just another ghost
Living where nobody knows
I'm sick of breathing
I'm so tired
Of fighting things I can't describe
But deep inside I still hold on
Even when all hope feels gone
Just one more night
I'll stay even if I fade away