Lifelink (Explicit)

Exiled out

Stranded away with my grief

Cope with delusions

These emotions made me drown in endless blue

Swarm of parasites

How they storm in my head, want me to sever the ties

Fade into bitter silence

Leave behind a trail of crushed ambitions

Locked in views so negative

Same old voices, they want me to cut it

To shut the lights, cut the lifelink

Death in my iris, it is nothing new

(Tryin’ to)

Trying to see the silver lining

My heart is cold from all the horrors that I doomscrolled through

Exiled out

It’s crawling under my skin, creeps and intruders within

I am searching for a way to cure the itch

I always keep a ghost around, stuck to my back like a fucking leech

We are bound to coexist, but I can’t do this anymore

Thread is wearing thin, the blade of time is hanging low

The hourglass is placed where my heart used to beat so fast

Reaching for the surface, and this addiction seems to last

Never dies

It never dies

Exiled out

Stranded

Drift away, sinking down the river bed

Gone astray, sinking to the end

Help me find the way out of here, a place of rot and despair

I’ll never give in to the grey again, this time I solemnly swear

Taken by force in a circling maze that I struggle to understand

Once had the sun in the palm of my hand but now it remains only the rain

Whispers resonate in the room, coming with a curse

Fuckers ended up in the verse, and they want me to…

To shut the lights, cut the lifelink

Death in my iris, it is nothing new

(Tryin’ to)

Trying to see the silver lining

My heart is cold from all the horrors that I doomscrolled through

Help me find a way out

Help me find a way to love again

I’ve gone astray, sinking down the river bed

Help me rebuild the bridges set ablaze

I watched my end through faded eyes and held onto the link of life

Faded eyes

Shut the lights, cut the life link