So Many Nights (Explicit) - E-Town Concrete
So many nights I prayed
That this would just stop
I woke out of my sleep from
A sound of a popped lock
My heart would drop to the ground
Maybe the fact that my pops wasn't around
Forced you to found these guys
That would just knock you down
Or beat you around
I don't know
My innocence was lost back then
Not to be found
And in a sense it's like this world
Was just weighing me down
Leaning it's weight hard on my shoulders
Making my heart less warm and much more colder
A chip off my tooth and a chip on my shoulder
I told y'all that I don't play
I've seen that drama every goddamned day
So go ahead yap away
'Cause now you got a lot to say
Cast your judgements
Cast all your stones
Holding my hand holding on
To everything I have
'Cause it's slipping away so fast
I was like six then
We ain't have a pot to piss in
While most kids lives consist of shine
And glisten
Mine was lined with mischief
A boy flipping devoid of times
You find joy in reminiscing
It's like time was missing
Years was passing
I was inside while kids
Was outside laughing
No time for games
Their fake toy planes was crashing
While me
My life was crashing
At night fist fights left
My mom's face smashed in
Her blasted
Threw her down a flight of stairs
Alone and scared I stared
At eyes of a man who didn't care
My father was never there
Now I am prepared for this lifetime that's unfair This life I fight from the bottom to the top
This life I had to fight for all that I got
It hurts but I still won't stop till my casket drops
Cast your judgments cast all your stones
Holding my hands holding on to everything I have
Because it's slipping away so fast and it's all I have
Cast your judgments cast all your stones
Holding my hands holding on to everything I have
Because it's slipping away so fast and it's all I have
Cast your judgments cast all your stones
Holding my hands holding on to everything I have
Because it's slipping away so fast and it's all I have
