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You ever miss someone so much that life just doesn't seem worth it anymore
that's kinda how I feel (fuck)
I'm Broken (broken, broken, broken,)
Did you feel estranged when the change changed emulating fame we can reconcile in the rain dance to make things the same when we loved each other so much (so much)
fuck I hate this how can I make this feeling stop we were at the top feeling free just her and me I can't breathe I'm choking already with no rope no hope I'm lost without you my heads in the clouds too what am I supposed to do
remorse in my playlist empathy stays put openness to emotional risk otherwise vunerable and pissed at what I did and How I acted a fraction of the relationship was shit and that was it I don't even want a new thing sincere sorrow for my wrongdoing
FUCKING STUPID AS FUCK
can we just have one more dialogue I promise I won't ball hog I'll listen trust me I need forgiveness healing from my cut wrist
Baby I'm bleeding out full of doubt I don't know what to do now or even how to move on It's been so long since I've seen your beautiful face the thing's we did know one could trace we were unique and now all I do is bleed it's only you I need
*crying*
from my perspective trying to figure out my introspective wanting to be better then the rest with compassion exposing the heart that beats in my chest
you lost your patience to the point where you hate me feeling humility when you'd show me your feeling's and I wouldn't speak there was no closure between you and me all that time spent all of that history (the house the cars our cats the stars now your so far it's so hard
GONE (gone, gone, gone, gone,)
I lost my best friend
I lost my partner
It's never been harder (harder, harder, harder,)
Is he resilient like me is he crying like me in all sincerity I wasn't seeing things clearly I regret that you would fear me I hope one day you hear me (It's really me) this I'm promising honestly
I hope you hear this I really do wherever you are in the world too
my best way of really communicating with you it's tru my understanding is that I was a cold dude no respect I'm getting old too too old for you
for now I'm embracing reality without denial my life is on trial one day at a time I miss what was grace fully mine our bond your mind FUCK you were so fine (pretty lady) fucking dazed me is there repair I don't think so I feel like such an asshole alone In my castle I built for you and me (me, me, me, (you mean the world to me always)
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