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The loves always real when you got it then it fades away
Ever since circumstances happened I don't feel the same
Old wounds opened up again i got a chest pain
Heart still healing from the stress and trauma in my brain
Been 2 years since I lost my beautiful queen
Rest in peace
I Still can't believe this happened to me
I Nearly went off the rails drinking Henny bottles
Undiagnosed but I probably got insomnia from no sleep
I don't count sheep
I'm busy counting packs and stacking pees
Took too many Lz to fall off on these streets
Catch flights not feelings I'm meditating by the beach
In Greece or an island on the Caribbean Sea
They been sleeping on me but I've been sleeping on myself
You see life different specially when you have a baby girl
When she's older imma make sure Imma take her round the world
Show her that's there's more to life then buying birkin and Chanel
On my 21st I was up in jail no bail no tag
Instead I was writing prison letters in my cell
Miss my mama everyday I miss her knowing that she's gone
But tomorrows not promised I can tell you cause I've a lost a son
Everybody dies but your memories don't
I wrote a letter to the universe and threw it off the boat
I was close to the edge of ending it I couldn't cope
It only takes something so traumatic to spark your mental health
Real sh*t
I'm Grateful for another day
I just wanna jump on a plane and fly away
The risks that we take just to get this cake
You can end up jail or ina grave
These days I just want peace & love
Make it out the hood & take my brothers out the slums
Please don't judge me this coming from the heart
Feel in love with the streets but it left me with scars
Tryna be a better man than I was
I've been finding it tough
Cuz now days
it aint easy trust
I'm tryna win
without pushing my luck
If i make the wrong move
The streets will be
hungry 4 blood
Seen it before
Seen dreams
Crumble to dust
Cuz people
Turn there back
When ur face in the mud
If u aint struggled with me
Don't be filling cup
Cuz everybody
Wants to be around
When ur up
But I'm tired with the fake love
They only call me up for 2 tings
Either Problems or favours
I make change to make change
U aint tryna help
Stay the hell out the way
Thoughts in my head
Giving me migraines
Cuz when u think big
It gets harder to maintain
Stuck up in a maze
Imma make it out My way
Depending on my gut
Cuz my head and my heartache
running out of luck
But ive never been sucker
Tryna make it in a world full of
Stubborn mother fuckers
We in a rat race For profit
Nowadays ur either
tryna get it or u got it
I relished in my wins
But I learnt from my losses
If I flop then it's back to square1
Gettin back to profit
Cnt make no excuses
I Gotta keep going like
There aint no stopping
When I do this
I'm Grateful for another day
I just wanna jump on a plane and fly away
The risks that we take just to get this cake
You can end up jail or ina grave
These days I just want peace & love
Make it out the hood & take my brothers out the slums
Please don't judge me this coming from the heart
Feel in love with the streets but it left me with scars
