I dont know what to say
I don't know if anybody cares
Like why would you listen
If it ain't concern you
Cut me off like
My words have a curfew
(I swear)
You were the one I could turn to
Now I'm living a nightmare
(I Guess) feelings can hurt you
(Yeah) Yeah
These feelings can hurt you
How could I rely on someone else
Can't even confide in myself
No shoulder to cry on, never felt
I think its fighting my health
How could I rely
On anyone else
It's just me in my mind
And these burdens as well
You say it's a lie
But I'm trapped in a cell
Cos it's me in my mind
And my burdens as well
And even if I
Lifted these burdens
Would closure arrive
I stay unheard
While you're hearing me cry
No ones hearing me cry
(Cry)
Oh, I should have known
I was wasting my time
(Should have known)
I was outside in the cold
I was screaming alone
And you didn't even notice
Im just tryna find a place
In the world but in losing my focus
It started messing with my head
I should've left
Cos my head protects
What is left in my chest
And I can't regret
No I can't regret anymore cos
I don't want
Anything other that what I can tell
Will give me the the things I believe in
Cos I'm done with the grieving
And I'm done with the being
Alone because it will tear me to pieces
My mind telling lies like
How could I rely on someone else
Can't even confide in myself
(And I know it ain't even true but)
No shoulder to cry on, never felt
I think its fighting my health
