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Dear Lord
Please forgive me
I'm so ashamed of everything that I've done
I'm trying to be a better person God
I need your help
Who the f**k gon' pick me up when I fall
Waiting on my Xanax to dissolve
Eat a bar just to go on stage
Just a bottle was a problem that I just can't solve
On the Slumerican Made Tour last Fall
Everything snowballed lookin' back and I'm appalled
Hit an all time low had a two month binge
On that Blow and I know you heard that song
But this real life
Ever wake up from a drunk night like you pissed people off
That was me the whole tour
When I got home I was so embarrassed
Had me feelin' like I need to call -Wolf
And say Sorry for bein' so obnoxious
And constantly actin' like a junky a Jay
On his bus doin' bumps in my bunk
In the dark from my heart and the A
God bless my soul
Demons following me everywhere I go
That temptation in my face I can't control
Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road
Here I go
Just say no
But I can't goin' up to fans
About to d**n near beg for d**gs
Tellin' them I can get 'em into backstage
If they get me some my self-respect was gone
I stayed up all night with Ounce and Big Henry
Then go and get a room about 2 P M
Eating Xanax in the afternoon
Cause I'm panicking from the Coke
My heart don't know what mood it's in
I FaceTime with my girl in my room
And when I finally fall asleep I make her watch
It's a daily routine I tell her I can't breathe
And to keep an eye on me just in case I stop
Look at my face in shock
My nose was so inflamed and swollen
So much abuse to it that it got infected
It's five times it's normal size
Plus I blew my knee out
Drunk tryin' to slap box a wrestler
Up at Whistler center about to hit the E R
It's hard to explain yourself
Why your nose is the size of Gonzo's
The doc knows you're a c*****e addict
You can only blame yourself
Here I am in the hospital bed
But instead of regret I'm thinking about the c*****e I left
On the bus I officially flushed
I told my girl I'm okay I'll be home in two days to rest
I got home but really all the damage was done
Couldn't go out into public without being nervous
And my d**k didn't work for like a month
Couldn't bend my knee up in physical therapy
But as far as Coke and the urge I was done
Didn't learn s**t cause I did the same thing on the next tour run
God bless my soul
Demons following me everywhere I go
That temptation in my face I can't control
Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road
Here I go
Just say no
No
No
NO
Yeah
F**k it give me some
I'll do a little bit
Yeah
F**k
