POISE (Explicit)

mamma said i could be anything

i never did anything wrong

hoping to find it’s everyone drinking and hiding

everything gone

petty and tight and everything

i couldn’t define anything

my momma said i could fight it

everything i ever wanted to fight

hoping my life is anything

hearing my life is all wrong

hoping my life is everything

drinking and driving everyone gone

wine is a mocker

and beer a brawler

whoever is led astray by them isn’t wise

wine is a mocker

and beer’s a thief

run

i dream big

i dream big dream big lies

when i'm having a fight

i feel it i feel it

hate myself but i'm having a laugh

i think i'm fucking with god

i think i'm playing myself

i think i'm fucking with god

and blame myself as the manners come late

and wine’s a mocker

and beer’s a brawler

and days just run by

fuck

when i wake up

i get real high

it feels like i'm seeing myself

and i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm hating myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

fuck

i feel like drinking god

i feel i love you too

i lost my wealth oh god oh

i lost my senses too

and deep in the mountains oh god

i feel like being alive

i feel myself when i'm drinking

dream big lies but i'm fucking fly

wine’s a mocker

and beer’s a thief

speaking lies through my fucking teeth

when i wake up

i get real high

it feels like i'm seeing myself

and i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm hating myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

when i wake up

i get real high

it feels like i'm seeing myself

and i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm hating myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

see yourself

and get real high

feel the love

and it feel like i'm lovinģ

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

walk away

and break the sky

you look above

and it feels like

i'm chasing

i'm chasing

i'm chasing

chasing myself

and it feels like i'm losing myself

cry for help

as tears run by

a reaching hand

and it feels like i'm loving

i'm hating

i'm hating

i'm hating

i'm hating myself

and i don’t give a fuck

when i wake up

i get real high

it feels like i'm seeing myself

and i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm hating myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

when i wake up

i get real high

it feels like i'm seeing myself

and i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm loving

i'm hating myself

it feels like i'm loving myself

fuck