Chaos (Explicit) - FLETCHER
Lyrics by:Jennifer Decilveo/Cari Fletcher/Caitlyn Smith
Composed by:Jennifer Decilveo/Cari Fletcher/Caitlyn Smith
Produced by:FLETCHER/Jennifer Decilveo
When the world gets quiet and everybody's dreaming
I stay up late so I can finally hear myself think
When I'm far from home I I call God up on the telephone
I say
"Hey there girl I don't know what I'm doing
Think I've made a mess of my life my soul is twisted up in ruins
I feel so alone"
And the silence feels like a dial tone
Somedays I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a roller coaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going now I'm up too high
Make it stop I'm tired of the chaos
The chaos
I'm over all the stories the ******** I enabled
I thought my life would look a little bit more stable
There's an earthquake in my mind
While the wildfires burn outside
Somedays I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a roller coaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going now I'm up too high
Make it stop I'm tired of the chaos
The chaos
The chaos
Oh the chaos
I don't know what's become of me
I miss the Jersey girl I used to be
Somedays I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a roller coaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going now I'm up too high
Make it stop I'm tired of the chaos
The chaos
The chaos
Oh the chaos
I close my eyes I see my dreams are changing
I'm okay with it
I'm alright