[00:00.00]This Is Not (Contact Album Version) - The Benjamin Gate
[00:19.04]I tried to make myself fit inside your world
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[00:24.91]My time's been spent on being the right girl
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[00:30.18]How far away I am from where I need to be
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[00:36.89]I'm so tired of this useless fantasy
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[00:42.95]Oh oh oh oh
[00:45.81]This is not what I need to be
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[00:48.93]Oh oh oh oh
[00:51.81]This is not what you mean to me
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[00:56.66]I'm not losing hope I'm not laying blame
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[01:02.39]I know we both want love we both feel the same
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[01:07.71]I'm moving forward to where I need to be
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[01:14.42]My life is spinning in this mystery
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[01:20.29]Oh oh oh oh
[01:23.28]This is not what I need to be
[01:26.28]Oh oh oh oh
[01:29.26]This is not what you mean to me
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[01:57.79]I tried to be so perfect
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[02:08.49]Oh oh oh oh
[02:11.28]This is not what I need to be
[02:14.28]Oh oh oh oh
[02:17.25]This is not what you mean to me
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[02:20.46]Oh oh oh oh
[02:23.27]This is not what I need to be
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[02:26.18]Oh oh oh oh
[02:29.18]This is not what you mean to me