[00:00.00]Viola's Soliloquy - Nikki M. James
[00:03.16]Produced by：Shaina Taub/Dean Sharenow
[00:06.33]What the
[00:08.28]But I never gave her a ring
[00:12.79]So then why is she giving me a ring
[00:22.29]Oh s**t
[00:24.83]What could olivia see in me
[00:27.52]In cesario
[00:29.31]Does cesario have something I didn't have before
[00:32.57]And what do I see in orsino
[00:35.89]He's selfish depressed and clearly obsessed with olivia
[00:40.32]But he's so d**n dreamy
[00:43.99]And passionate too
[00:45.70]My brother is the one who always gets the girl
[00:48.79]And I'm the girl who's never had
[00:50.43]A chance to get the guy
[00:52.06]But now that I'm wearing the pants
[00:55.21]I'm in love with the guy
[00:57.68]And the girl loves me
[01:01.63]When they look who do they see
[01:04.50]Oh disguise you are the devil's blessing
[01:08.55]You've cast me in this strange new role
[01:12.10]Is this costume getting me wrong
[01:14.26]Or letting loose what's been in me all along
[01:17.47]Do these clothes conceal or reveal my soul
[01:23.59]Oh disguise which of us is in control
[01:34.14]My brother is the one who everybody eyes
[01:37.05]I never understood it 'cause he barely tries
[01:40.17]But now that I've walked miles in his shoes
[01:43.40]I finally see why he never seems to lose
[01:47.17]I feel so seen as a guy
[01:50.54]People move aside when I walk by
[01:54.21]I felt so veiled as a girl
[01:57.63]Invisible to the world
[02:00.46]It was always look don't touch
[02:03.75]No it didn't suit me much
[02:06.42]Why has this power in me never been given a chance
[02:13.69]Is it as simple as putting on a pair of pants
[02:17.95]Oh disguise you are the devil's blessing
[02:22.36]You've cast me in this wild new role
[02:25.54]Does this freshly fearless skin
[02:27.81]Fit me better than the one I've been in
[02:30.91]Am I finally shedding a well-worn shawl
[02:37.31]Am I more myself now that I am not myself at all
[02:50.52]If I'm a girl again
[02:52.54]Would he care what I have to say anymore
[02:57.32]Or would I just be a prize for him to win
[03:01.17]Would I even be a woman he'd adore
[03:06.97]Would I be enough in my own skin
[03:11.33]Or was the old me only a costume too
[03:18.58]Who am I besides how I look to you
[03:24.89]Who am I besides how I look to you
[03:30.29]Who am I
[03:36.36]Oh disguise you are the devil's blessing
[03:40.04]You've left me undressed and second-guessing how
[03:44.57]I've seen myself from both sides now
[03:50.42]Is it half of each bringing love my way
[03:56.59]Oh disguise
[04:01.51]Maybe just one more day