Starting Over - Khloe Rose
Lyrics by:Khloe Rose Rivera/Alex Hope
Composed by:Khloe Rose Rivera/Alex Hope
Produced by:Alex Hope
What's it look like in your city
Take a picture send it to me
Oh I think you're kinda busy I won't ask again
How have you been sleeping lately
Are you homesick do you hate me
That's not fair of me to say I'm overthinking it
Staying here was for the best 'til it felt like being left
I should really go to bed I'm tired and selfish
'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore
Yeah that's the consequence of getting out and growing older
I'm not angry it's 'cause I miss you a little more
Yeah that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over
I'm the bad friend I just envy
All this precious time you're spending
With someone while I'm pretending
That it doesn't hurt
Is it my head it's so convincing
Screaming you'll forget to miss me
Watch as I just stop existing in your world
'Cause I know I'm not the most important anymore
Yeah that's the consequence of getting out and growing older
I'm not angry it's 'cause I miss you a little more
Yeah that's what happens when you're not the one who's starting over
And I'm so happy that you found yourself
You're breathing better I can tell
It's the only thing that soothes the sting of not having you around
Having you around
Maybe I've just been too scared to leave
Clinging to childish beliefs
That I could have you forever
When that's not how life works out
God I need to get a grip
Deal with my co-dependent ****
And maybe give my old self what I owe her
Yeah I think maybe it's time for me to start over