Like I'm Not There

I know it may sometimes feel like I'm not there

Like I'm not listening like I don't care

I don't even know I'm doing it you see

My mind has zoned out and left me

I think sometimes my mind gets so full

It checks out to have a rest from it all

Just know it's not personal it isn't you

You are the person I most like talking to

When you worry about almost everything

And your mind is constantly racing

Sometimes your mind needs a break

There is only so much one mind can take

Every day I wish I could be more care free

But then if I was maybe I wouldn't love so deep

I know it may sometimes feel like I'm not there

Like I'm not listening like I don't care

I don't even know I'm doing it you see

My mind has zoned out and left me

I think sometimes my mind gets so full

It checks out to have a rest from it all

Just know it's not personal it isn't you

You are the person I most like talking to

So many things add to my anxiety

Am I right am I wrong, do people like me

There are many they are just a few

But the main one is the kids and you

When you love something more than anything

You obsess over it it's your everything

When you have a mind that says it will go wrong

You try to stay positive

But those negative thoughts are so strong

I know it may sometimes feel like I'm not there

Like I'm not listening like I don't care

I don't even know I'm doing it you see

My mind has zoned out and left me

I think sometimes my mind gets so full

It checks out to have a rest from it all

Just know it's not personal it isn't you

You are the person I most like talking to

Since you have been here with me

My mind is definitely a bit more empty

I have someone to help manage my stress

I know that is a full time job, with you I am so blessed

I might drift off sometimes into another world

But just know In all my worlds there is only one girl

It's the one I'm sat next to, it's you

In every world in my head it's always you

I know it may sometimes feel like I'm not there

Like I'm not listening like I don't care

I don't even know I'm doing it you see

My mind has zoned out and left me

I think sometimes my mind gets so full

It checks out to have a rest from it all

Just know it's not personal it isn't you

You are the person I most like talking to