When You Met Me (Explicit)

Here you are, you turned up again

I wasn’t looking but there’s no way to pretend

That what’s coming in aren’t waves of the same

I’m swimming out for the break

Remind me again what you think

Because I feel like you’re chasing someone that doesn’t exist

I gotta let you tangle yourself on your own

I’m stepping out of the frame

Do you feel like love is an answer

I thought I did but now I see that it’s a question

It opens, it starts

And it’s dreamlike in a world where everything is fixed

But love exists in its own place

That’s how I felt when you met me

You know what, I think I grew up

‘Cos I know that I would never ever be enough

I’m not delusional and I’m not stuck

Maybe I’m just learning when to give a ****

‘Cos rejection is still a bitter pill

There’s an emptiness that I know I won’t fill

Until I learn how I resurrect

Easier

Do you feel like love is an answer

I thought I did but now I see that it’s a question

It opens, it starts

And it’s dreamlike in a world where everything is fixed

But love exists in its own place

That’s how I felt when you met me

This is old, at least old as me

But I can’t be for you what you want me to be

I know that you want what you think you see

But now I’m in front of you the mirage disappears

‘Cos I mistook love for admiration

And I won’t ever make that mistake again

Cos what you want is just a canvas for your colours,

Don’t try to paint me like you paint the others

I’m standing here, no longer elevated,

What you see is what you get, not what you created

And it used to be enough, but now it’s not

‘Cos I’m not looking on the outside for what I want

And what I want is still what it was when you met me

I’m going to keep it high, keep fuelling the fire

Out on the wire, higher and higher

Nurture my heart, feel when it starts

Not going to break, not going to wait for ya

If I’m feeling low, I’m gonna know

To keep in the flow, I’ll let it go, just let it flow

With an easy mind, I’ll never tire

Of the good things