[00:20.44]I can't sleep
[00:23.74]
[00:24.86]Mind'sracing violently
[00:29.19]Starting to wonder
[00:31.35]
[00:34.30]If I should accept defeat
[00:38.25]
[00:40.63]I tried my best
[00:44.51]I've given this all I can
[00:49.60]But it wasn't enough
[00:51.49]
[00:52.19]Now giving up
[00:54.11]
[00:54.73]Is all I've got left
[00:56.87]
[00:59.95]Truth be told
[01:01.58]
[01:03.00]Been a mess awhile
[01:05.79]
[01:10.06]A broken soul
[01:11.78]
[01:13.67]Is all that I know
[01:16.69]
[01:17.92]I've held on
[01:20.11]
[01:23.36]Cause I'm in denial
[01:27.30]
[01:31.52]That I can still be who I was and escape who I am
[01:37.44]
[01:42.17]I can't sleep
[01:45.82]I'm buried beneath my sheets
[01:51.05]Tired of rejection
[01:53.07]
[01:55.99]It's taken the best of me
[02:00.58]
[02:02.39]I close my eyes
[02:06.22]And picture what I would write
[02:11.24]
[02:11.82]For a reason
[02:13.57]
[02:15.26]If I just stopped breathing tonight
[02:18.12]
[02:21.58]Truth be told
[02:24.08]
[02:24.73]Been a mess forever
[02:29.00]
[02:31.41]Wish I could say
[02:34.79]That I'm getting better
[02:38.84]
[02:42.15]I held on till I wrote this letter
[02:48.93]
[02:53.74]Cause I'll ever be who I was and escape who I am
[02:59.25]
[03:07.24]Truth be told
[03:13.14]
[03:25.84]Wish that I'd stop shaking
[03:30.27]
[03:32.57]I'll make this call
[03:35.54]
[03:36.12]Hoping someone saves me
[03:40.34]
[03:41.20]I'll hold on
[03:43.84]
[03:46.29]Till the darkness takes me
[03:50.37]
[03:54.51]Cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am
[04:00.46]
[04:04.22]If I could just find who I was I'd escape who I am