Every single day I fantasize
Different ways my body could die
I would kill myself completely out of spite
Wouldn't be around to watch my friends cry
And I don't mind feeling lonely
Cause we cut ties and you don't owe me
Sometimes I wish you were in my life
Every single day I'm feeling so blue
Sit around the house with nothing I do
The voices in my room remind me of you
I just want to know what you've been up to
I won't call all your homies
Cause we don't talk they don't know me
I found love within myself
You found whatever in someone else
Threw away your pictures I smashed on the shelf
Only did it for my mental health
If you were a stranger on the street
Would you even mind to recognize me
Even if you did would you have a clue
Every single night I dream about you
Every single night I dream about you
I called to say I'm sorry
And I miss you I wish you would call me