You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that s**t blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep
Lost in my mind
Ho give me brain but don't look in my eyes
Goin' insane see the pain in my eyes
I got way too much d**n weight on my spine
Cigarette burns on my arm and my face
In my whole body she love how I look
I cannot name all the d**gs that I took
I need the cash I need all the loot
I read these h*es like they all were some books
Get to this cake like I need it or something
Maybe that's just 'cause I needed that money
Selfmade I'm eighteen and doin' this s**ts
I was like fifteen and movin' this s**t
F**k I'ma run my money up
Shawty in the club bad as f**k tryna join the club
That b***h said she loved that I'm young and I don't give a f**k
She said I'm a d**e boy and she wanna f**k
You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that s**t blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep
Ayy ayy ayy said
Hold the f**k up I hope that I wake up
Told my b***h she too perfect without it don't need makeup
And I know that we doomed ain't a single thing could save us
Everyday it's like we break up make up make love
Tomorrow we do the same stuff
That sorrow I ain't fakin' it couldn't even if I wanted
Mary Jane everyday got a need just to stay blunted
Needless to say insanity stayed with me since the youngin'
Yeah I hustle 'cause I need it I don't even really want it
Hundred dollar half ounces I keep that s**t in abundance
Said f**k it and copped the Rafs b***h I'm stuntin'
Her lips taste like raspberries something that you'd dream about
Tuck game crazy like the type a girl you'd read about
Gettin' high askin' my grandpa if he could see me now
That's some other s**t f**k the lovin' s**t come again
B***h I said I'm on my I think I'm Jesus' second coming s**t
Climaxed a year ago figuratively comin' quick
You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that s**t blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please I'm sorry for the pain you keep