Awareness
Of things I've never felt but
All I want now is some sort of way out
A trap
My mind has set for me but
Through the fear I just want to be free
It's a cathartic situation
When fear grants you no vacation
But you're tired of the feeling
And your motivation
Is some medication
From the chore of being me
At least it's hard
Maybe easy
To sleep
At least it's easy to dream
Too easy
And sometimes I think it would be easy to try
And sometimes I don't even know why
And sometimes I think I should be just getting by
Without another high
At least it's hard
Maybe easy
To sleep
At least it's easy to dream
Awareness
Of things I've never felt but
All I want now is some sort of way out
A trap
My mind has set for me but
Through the fear I'm glad it's just you and me
And sometimes I think it would be easy to try
And sometimes I don't even know why
And sometimes I think I should be just getting by
Without another high
It's a cathartic situation
When fear grants you no vacation
But you're tired of the feeling
And your motivation
Is some medication
From the chore of being me
