Dear lord so far I have absorbed wisdom
And then some I have a confession
I been wrong it's been a long time
Show me a sign
You're real my life's been haunting me
I feel empty
Sometimes wanting to end me
When my friends leave my friend
Steve broke my heart, but it was really me breaking hearts
High five, beginning to feel alive again
My honesty isn't haunting me
The next step complete vulnerability
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
Liquid courage where I just blurt **** at people
Ding dong door ditch
Morbid thoughts
Always scared I'm gonna get caught
(Do they know? Can they tell?)
I'd sell myself as someone
I'm not walk out of stores with things
I should have bought
We'd shoplift a lot so much
Humility, you feeling me?
Truth be told I was ice cold
No integrity, accountability
All these vices were killing me
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
Music is my release, my psycho therapist
Understanding my ego is not my amigo
(High Ho High Ho)
It's off the edge we go
I'm sorry, so sorry to everyone I know
I won't do it no more
Apparently the transparency and theory of conspiracies
The brainless talks about god
The government, I'm really not into it
This is my catharsis
Let's see how far I get
Forgive me there's so many sins
I need to heal
I need forgiveness
All my wrongs out in the open, no more tokens
Just one's of sobriety and gratitude
I was so rude, I was so ****ing rude
One less bad dude out there (there)
I' sorry mom
I'm sorry son
And I'm sorry to the one that stands with me makes history
I'm sorry that wasn't me
I was trying to treat my ADHD
Please don't hate me
I'm sorry I was really crazy, that person ain't me
This higher being saved me
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
I been drunk and on drugs
Bottles full of bud pipes, full of white
I've stolen, lied, it's me in disguise
The cloak revokes the hope, then I witness my demise
I been drunk and on drugs
