作词 : Emma Berger-Kovacs
作曲 : Emma Berger-Kovacs
Knew by the first touch
the first glance
My first blush
that I was something special
I was someone you couldn’t touch
Unless you worked and made it happen
Then the whole thing became different
It's my life I wanna live it
If it's yours then it's your business
Blurry eyes and a Discman that still works
Yeah it hurts
when it shatters in a million pieces first
I can tell the way that I knew I was different
Trying to mingle but when I talk no one listens
But my eyes can glisten
They can cry all they want and I can hide all day long
how is it that a child can feel like he don't belong
I kept my chin up and I did a bunch of *****
I don't regret it now but I know I had enough
It's all these years where we just tried to fill a void
at least we weren’t alone smoking ****
paranoid
Unknown pills from parents' bathrooms our noses like vacuums
Up all night on the chatrooms chatting away with Matthew
And all these years where we just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
Countless nights star gazing
Holy **** that we are blazing
New feelings it's amazing
Kisses by the water
I'm an unruly daughter
Yeah I make her wanna slap her
But she knows that I love her
I feel a lot and sometimes it just gets too much
My breathing changes and my neck it tingles
I get a rush
It's adrenaline ...
I'm in survival mode ...
I ******* hate it ...
But it's my normal mode
Gotta learn gotta live
Another day
Are you feeling fine
Yeah I'm okay ...
I got 5 on it though,
We're four on a blunt
I know you think it's too much
But we broke, we wanna smoke
And we just tried to fill a void
So many things we want to avoid
And we just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void
We just tried to fill a void
Just tried to fill a void