词：小荨
曲：小荨
I appear perfectly normal
capable of laughing and socializing
But only I know that my emotional system has been formatted
with just one screensaver program named"Normal"running.
I seemed to be getting better
until I saw the yogurt flavor you love on the supermarket shelf
and my whole stomach suddenly tightened.
I eat on time and sleep at the right hour
Eating feels like completing a specimen
while sleeping is like lying into a time capsule.
On every social media platform
I appear fulfilled and engaging
like managing a thriving"me"museum
but the real exhibits have long been stolen.
They praised me for being strong
but only I know that I just turned
my breakdown into permanent silence.
