Out of the spine

(You’re not coming back... are you?)

The coffee is cold, but I drink it slow

Waiting for your message

Even though I know that

It won't come

It's been some days since the last time

I feel like I need to get out of the spine

'Cause I can’t stay like that

Check the phone ten times

Scroll through the photos, hallucinating

That day, that night — all lies

Why can’t you pretend to miss it the same way?

Half soul in faded jeans

Folding thoughts like frayed seams

Your words were loud, now it's just steam

Half soul in faded jeans

Folding thoughts like frayed seams

Your words were loud, now it's just steam

This love cloak has not been seen again

I smell your shirt to feel alive

I talk to walls, they don’t reply

The mirror shows someone I don’t trust

Still clinging to a faded touch

You left your playlist in my car

Every song still pulls a scar

I hum along like it’s all right

But it’s always you when I close my eyes

Half soul in faded jeans

Folding thoughts like frayed seams

Your words were loud, now it's just steam

Half soul in faded jeans

Folding thoughts like frayed seams

Your words were loud, now it's just steam

This love cloak has not been seen again

You burned a version of me I never knew

Now I haunt the spaces you once moved through

And if pain means I’m still alive

Then maybe love was just the knife

Cold coffee

Cold hands

You’re gone

I still stand