[00:10.59]Soft piano, late night rain
[00:13.98]轻轻的钢琴深夜的雨
[00:14.82]I kept the light on again
[00:23.34]我又把那盏灯留着
[00:27.54]There’s a cup by the sink with your coffee stain
[00:30.18]水槽旁的杯子还留着你的咖啡渍
[00:31.14]And a coat on the chair that still carries your name
[00:34.17]椅子上的外套好像还写着你的名字
[00:35.16]I told all my friends I was doing fine
[00:37.23]我跟所有朋友说我过得挺好
[00:38.10]But I still check the door around midnight
[00:41.67]可到了半夜我还是会看一眼门口
[00:42.57]I learned how to laugh when the room felt wrong
[00:44.49]我学会在不自在的房间里笑出来
[00:45.54]Put my makeup on just to feel less gone
[00:47.85]也会化个妆只为了感觉自己还在
[00:48.78]There are days I don’t miss you, then out of the blue
[00:51.81]有些日子我真的不想你可突然之间
[00:52.80]A song in a cab brings me back to you
[00:55.47]出租车里的一首歌又把我带回你身边
[00:56.52]I don’t want the old pain
[00:57.99]我不想再要过去的疼
[00:58.59]I don’t want the same fight
[00:59.34]也不想再吵同样的架
[00:59.97]But some part of my heart
[01:01.59]可我心里有一块地方
[01:02.31]Still talks to your side
[01:03.21]还是会偷偷跟你说话
[01:03.81]I kept the light on, not because I’m weak
[01:06.75]我留着那盏灯不是因为我脆弱
[01:07.62]Not because I’m waiting for a rescue scene
[01:10.95]也不是因为我还等着谁来救我
[01:11.79]I kept the light on for the girl I was
[01:14.19]我为从前那个自己留着那盏灯
[01:15.06]Who loved too hard and still called it love
[01:18.30]她爱得太用力还以为那就是爱情
[01:19.23]If you never come home, I’ll be alright
[01:21.57]如果你再也不回来我也会好起来
[01:22.47]I’m not losing sleep for the rest of my life
[01:25.77]我不会用余生陪失眠熬下去
[01:26.55]But somewhere inside, where the night feels long
[01:30.03]只是心里某个夜很长的地方
[01:31.80]I kept the light on
[01:38.79]我还是留着那盏灯
[01:40.80]I bought fresh flowers for my kitchen wall
[01:43.53]我给厨房买了新鲜的花
[01:44.46]Stopped saying sorry when it’s not my fault
[01:47.61]也不再为不是我的错道歉
[01:48.33]I’m learning my body, my silence, my space
[01:51.21]我在重新认识我的身体我的沉默我的空间
[01:52.35]I’m learning that leaving can still leave a trace
[01:55.38]我也明白离开了不代表没有痕迹
[01:56.28]I don’t want the old pain
[01:57.48]我不想再要过去的疼
[01:58.11]I don’t want the same fight
[01:58.80]也不想再吵同样的架
[01:59.43]But healing is honest
[02:01.17]可是愈合这件事很诚实
[02:01.86]It doesn’t happen overnight
[02:03.00]它不会一夜之间发生
[02:03.60]I kept the light on, not because I’m weak
[02:06.21]我留着那盏灯不是因为我脆弱
[02:07.11]Not because I’m waiting for a rescue scene
[02:10.38]也不是因为我还等着谁来救我
[02:11.22]I kept the light on for the girl I was
[02:13.59]我为从前那个自己留着那盏灯
[02:14.43]Who loved too hard and still called it love
[02:17.73]她爱得太用力还以为那就是爱情
[02:18.63]If you never come home, I’ll be alright
[02:20.76]如果你再也不回来我也会好起来
[02:21.84]I’m not losing sleep for the rest of my life
[02:24.36]我不会用余生陪失眠熬下去
[02:25.14]But somewhere inside, where the night feels long
[02:29.85]只是心里某个夜很长的地方
[02:31.14]I kept the light on
[02:34.05]我还是留着那盏灯
[02:34.80]Maybe forgiveness is not letting you in
[02:39.78]也许原谅不是让你重新进来
[02:42.18]Maybe it’s closing the door without slamming it
[02:46.53]而是轻轻关上门不再摔给谁看
[02:47.76]Maybe I loved you, maybe I tried
[02:50.58]也许我真的爱过也真的尽力了
[02:51.42]Maybe the truth is I survived
[02:56.13]也许最后的真相是我撑过来了
[02:57.03]I kept the light on, but I changed the key
[02:59.91]我留着那盏灯但我换了钥匙
[03:00.69]It’s not for your shadow, it’s shining for me
[03:03.99]它不再等你的影子它开始照着我自己
[03:05.01]I kept the light on for the girl I was
[03:07.14]我为从前那个自己留着那盏灯
[03:08.01]Who gave everything and still wasn’t enough
[03:10.11]她给出了一切却还是觉得不够
[03:11.01]If you never come home, I’ll be alright
[03:13.44]如果你再也不回来我也会好起来
[03:14.67]I found my own voice in the middle of night
[03:18.72]我在深夜里找回了自己的声音
[03:19.56]And now when the room goes quiet and strong
[03:22.86]现在当房间安静下来也不再害怕
[03:24.54]I am the light on
[03:27.42]我自己就是那盏灯
[03:29.37]Soft piano, morning rain
[03:36.15]轻轻的钢琴清晨的雨
[03:37.14]I kept the light
[03:39.45]我留住了那盏灯
[03:41.31]And changed its name
[03:54.06]也给它换了一个名字