Note To Self (Explicit)

I think I might be dumb now from dumbing it down

too much time spent tryna move with the crowd

lost my identity like my wallet got stolen

the journey back was dark and lonely

that shit's a muse to me now

plus I hear that's how the top feels

to the climate I'm adjusting

I heard it's filled with snakes and rats too

liars and cheaters steady on the hunting

preying on the naive

all the boy did was believe

he knew he was magic but wasn't ready for the tricks up their sleeves

So he kept falling prey until he prayed

niggas will rob you at your lowest boy

it's all game

no one saves

your idols white robe covered in blood stains

blood of niggas who needed help navigating this rough terrain

now their souls in balls and chains beneath the waves

but I broke free man I'm independent

it's my story could never let them tell me how to tell it

like I'm off work, the cuffs off

greatness is what me and the team on the cusp of

watch them try but they're never touching this **** like butt plugs

they're resorting to hating but from me and mines, it's all love

I swear it's all love

too hip hop for the afro niggas

too afro for the hip-hop heads

they want me dead

all I did was follow where the pencil lead

no baby steps

no time for hands mama told me shake a leg

Bridget's son been out here sonning them

put the fear of the son (sun) in them

lessons of Icarus the boy done taught to them

lessons from a god taught to never worship men

Don't go sleeping on my yourself

that's known to kill dreams

wipe the crust off your windscreen

invest in yourself and watch your pockets swell like beestings

C sings

A song of faith, a song of no doubt

that from these seeds planted, fruits will grow out

in my dreams, I saw it clear as Kodak

so, I woke up, took off and I swear I'll never go back

**** a rearview only facing north on this roadmap

my will to win steering the wheel(will) like Jada pinkette

pinky swear road safety no fit hold am

skrrrrr

Crash course on what a rapper look like with his mask off

I never pay my engineer

e fit vex turn my mic off

family on my phone a lot asking how long upcoming last for

they know I got the juice but on their last straws

internet pressure don't make diamonds just black hearts that gas out from tryna chase an unrealistic standard

it's raising followers and killing the leaders

creating trends that make you lose the faith in your genius boy please believe me

""but he's broke, his words ain't really worth none""

is what I hear every single time I try to talk on life subjects/just cos it / ain't working for me yet don't make that **** wrong

you gon thank me for that **** one day boy,

it's all love

Aware of what the lies do

so I know not to lie to myself

that **** puts you in a hole like Joseph's brothers as the Bible tells

Leave your coat covered in blood stains

but the wounds are self inflicted just like Mr.Cobain

so believe me when I say I'm meant for this

swear I'm blessed

with the skillset to exist through the rain and through the heat

unlike your meat I can't be beat

nowadays it's gotten so easy to spot a Thomas

cos they don't possess the strength we did in order to become us

over here those shaky feet get cut off

we exude the type of confidence that piss the world off

the boys a combination of your top 5 plus one more

You can hate me for that statement but from my ends it's all love.

Again o"