x ANA x (Explicit)

I can't feel my toes or my fingertips

My chest is pounding so fast I can't keep up with it

I'm losing it- **** I just want to quit it

And I'm clenching my face

And I'm touching my ****

I need a fix Ana fix and I'm sick of this

Showing people my tricks and my tics

Ana judging me

Judging my ******* *** ANA x ANA x

And I'm faking just to stay in my body

I'm nervous I can't ******* stand it

Well if that's what they're giving me

The pills are my necessity now

You won't fix my attitude

Cause Ana does it better than you

Ana does it better

Ana you save my soul

Can you let me have my heart for a minute

Yea-hah

Ana Where are you

OK I'm sick

Not the kind of sick that lands you in the doctor

Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger

It's the kind of sick that turns your legs into spaghetti

It's the kind of sick that makes your blood burn

And your bones heavy

The kind of sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus

The kind of sickness that turns your power into weakness

And I'm sick of being sick for this whole ******* place to witness

And I'm living a sick life that most people call privileged

And they're kinda right

But I'm still sicker than I can cope with

Ana you save my soul

My soul

Can you let me have my heart for a minute

I suffer for a living

There has to be a limit

You know I love you so

You so

Ok I'm sick

But that's what I've been given

Ana

Want you to save my soul

Ana

Want you to make me slow down

Ana

Want you to save my soul

Ana

Want you to make me slow down

It's showtime

I got a lump in my throat

And I forgot how to breathe

I only know how to choke

And all these people are waiting

To see the kid with the rage

But I'm afraid he might collapse

Before he gets to the stage

I need x-ANA-x

Help me bury my thoughts

And all the pressure I suffer

To be someone that I'm not

I'm shaking a lot

Hey don't **** up tonight it's your only shot

Ready or ready or ready or ready or not

It's a party

You know I love you so

Ana you save my soul

Ana

White pills pump it up let's go

Ana

Don't make me lose control

You know I love you so

Ana you save my soul

Ana

White pills pump it up let's go

Ana

Don't make me lose control

Ana

Okay the song is over now

Ana

Ana

But I'm not ready to go

Ana

Ana

See this is the s**t that happens

Ana

Ana

When I stay awake for days at home

Ana

Hey wanna see what happens

When I mix Xanax blow and a MacBook Pro

Don't make me lose control

Ana

White pills coming up let's go

Ana

Too late to save my soul

Ana

Chew it up chew it up let's go

Ana

Coming up coming up let's go

Ana you save my soul

My soul

Suffer for a living there has to be a limit

You know I love you so

You so

My anxiety traps me like a prison

Well if that's what they're giving me

That's what I've been given

The d**gs are my necessity

I can't live without you

You won't fix my attitude

Ana does it better

Ana you make me slow down

Joey's gonna hate this

Ana does it better

Ana does it better

Ana does it better

Don't make me lose control

Ana