Am I allowed to feel this low
When I haven’t seen the world implode
But I still feel it all in my bones
Everytime I accept defeat
I’m just a small town girl tryna live out her fantasies
Patience written on my face
Still I’m struggling to keep up with the pace
So why do I even try
Should I just accept defeat
But somehow I’m still kneeling into conceit
Hold on to the reason that you stayed
We’re still picking up from yesterday
Hold on to the chase I’m runnin late
Said I’ll meet you at a different place
Unshakable desires so innate
So I made a list
Of the things I grew to hate
But will I ever learn
Does it hurt to never change
I’ve crossed out pages
But I’m still afraid
There’s something about you I just can’t understand
Is it weird though I try to I could never forget
Does it make it any easier for us to pretend
Is it weird though I want to I could never
