In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.
All I see a hate deep inside. startle me someone save me.
Now these memories
Still I hide
They bury me
All I want to do .
You are not my real mother
Is kill you .
So I beat and stab and f**k her
Looking back I was never ever right. you were my step
Mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin in and
Id say hello but you'd slap me and make some f**ked-up comment about
My clothes. but I tried to let it pass but the pictures in my head were
With you with a knife up your a** laying dead. so I popped some more caps
To play me
All I want to do .
Is kill you .
All I want to do .
You are not my real mother
Is kill you .
So I beat and stab and f**k her
Wish you were dead now
How . I know
How can I cry over someone I never loved
How can I cry over someone I never loved
Never loved . never loved
