MIND (Explicit)

I'm spinning aimlessly, the ground is gone from under my feet,

My mind's racing, I don't know if it's a nightmare anymore

Or if it's reality,

I look at everything and nothing makes sense, the light no longer shines, everything is black and white,

Every second is a war inside me,

I feel broken, lost in time,

Losing my ****ing mind,

On the edge, I don't know where I'll end up.

The days go by like ghosts,

I'm screaming, but no one can hear me,

I'm losing control and I don't know how to get out.

I keep going, but it feels like I'm standing still,

I try to find myself, but all I see are ashes,

Eyes tired from searching for answers,

I look up at the sky, but darkness surrounds me,

Hope dissolves, and doubt envelops me.

The words die before they come out,

My mind in pieces, my heart on fire,

I just wanted to escape this insane dance.

Drowning in memories I can't escape.

Every second is a war inside me,

I feel broken, lost in time,

Losing my ****ing mind,

On the edge, I don't know where I'll end up.

The days go by like ghosts,

I'm screaming, but no one can hear me,

I'm losing control and I don't know how to get out.

I keep going, but it feels like I'm standing still,

I try to find myself, but all I see are ashes,