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Momma - Steven Cooper/Jocef Michael
Composed by：Steven D Cooper
For the times that you took care of me when
I was sick
For the times that you provided
Lord knows we weren't rich
For the times I needed money and you helped me out
For the times I was in trouble and you bailed me out
I know that you're not perfect
I know you've tried your best
The reality is that we live in this giant mess
And it's only getting worse
I'm sure you can tell
But you don't even realize that you put me through hell
And I don't know what I'm doing
Sometimes I think I'm ruined
And I blame you
And I hate you
But I love you
It's stupid
Try not to be a victim
But I never had a system
I only had myself for far back as I can vision
I left home at 17
Try not to sugar coat it
But I wonder sometimes if my momma even noticed
Did my family even care
Were any of you there
When I slept on the floor of that
Apartment and on the stairs
Was so scared and embarrassed
I knew that it's apparent
It's clear I've got some issues
And I blame my lack of parents
You swear that it's all in my head
I guess it's crazy
To refuse to be just like you
And want more than you gave me
So hate me
Call my phone to curse me out
Dig up all my dirt
Put it online and search it out
Cut me with a knife
If it helps you sleep at night
But I don't want to fight
Mom I know it isn't right
Oh momma
Just saying I love ya'
Inside there's so much pain
Could you make it go away
Oh momma
No one above ya'
Pick me up when I am down
Need you to hear me now
Oh momma
Momma I know you're hearing this
It's your oldest son
If only things were different but
Decisions now are old and done
I try to stay strong but
I feel like I'm the only one
Miss my family
Brothers
Cousins
I'm over run
By the hurt and emotions
Every holiday spent alone
It's atrocious how things unfolded
And now we can't unfold it
Feel like an orphan in this world
No way to change it
I get hurt and turn away but
It's time to turn back and face it
What happens when I have kids of my own
And they wonder why it's just mommy and daddy alone
I don't know how to change it yo'
I guess I only know
That I can't just walk away or just let it go
Let it go
And sometimes I get so lonely
And I just want back my family
But d**n it
It's a fantasy
I'm canned in this calamity
I'm stranded and I'm d**ned to be
The damage of your damage spree
This hand that you have dealt me
Isn't helping
You can't even see
Momma
Just saying I love ya'
Inside there's so much pain
Could you make it go away
Oh momma
No one above ya'
Pick me up when I am down
Need you to hear me now
Oh momma
Hush little baby
Don't you cry
Momma
Momma's gonna sing
A lullaby
Mamma where are you
Momma's gonna take
Away the pain
Momma's gonna make
It go away
I can't find you
Hush little baby
Don't you cry
Momma's gonna sing
Momma
A lullaby
Momma
Momma's gonna take
Away the pain
Momma's gonna make
It go away
I know you had good intentions
This never was planned
But sometimes you have to own the situation at hand
The damage was done
I wish you knew how I feel
And we can't make it disappear but we can start to rebuild
But you don't even think that you did anything wrong
You won't even acknowledge the words to this song
So I stay distant and I stay gone
I wipe my tears
And just move on
Momma
