[00:00.66]Misery Fantasy (feat. Eleanor Forte) - AIKA/Eleanor Forte
[00:02.34]Lyrics by：Khoa Pham
[00:03.35]Composed by：Khoa Pham
[00:13.49]She could've had the chance
[00:16.41]To bring it all back
[00:19.14]The things she loved and had
[00:22.15]She wished they would have last
[00:24.02]Screaming screaming
[00:25.56]All the thoughts I want to voice
[00:27.05]Crying crying
[00:28.46]Is it sweet or is it noise?
[00:30.07]Wanting wanting
[00:31.53]Everything I ever dreamed
[00:33.05]Can't pretend In the end
[00:34.33]A broken doll is all I am
[00:36.04]Screaming screaming
[00:37.51]All the thoughts I want to voice
[00:39.07]Crying crying
[00:40.50]Is it sweet or is it noise?
[00:42.07]Wanting wanting
[00:43.53]Everything I ever dreamed
[00:45.03]Can't pretend In the end
[00:46.53]A broken doll is all I am
[00:48.94]How many times havе I looked back
[00:52.07]Regretting things in thе dark past
[00:55.07]The inner voice keeps on haunting me
[00:57.35]Will it leave me be?
[00:58.95]Is it part of me?
[01:00.43]I'm hoping that tomorrow I wouldn't be the same
[01:03.21]To no surprise I still feel my mind in disarray
[01:06.19]Here I am thinking if this is how I'm meant to be
[01:09.55]All this misery feels like ecstasy
[01:12.39]The memories I held dear they've become hazy
[01:15.22]All of the faces I knew where are they lately?
[01:18.39]Can't help but feel like I'm losing all my sanity
[01:21.43]Living endlessly in this
[01:23.28]Misery Fantasy
[01:35.49]Endlessly
[01:41.48]Come with me
[01:47.68]Misery Fantasy
[02:49.38]She wonders if she is really alive
[02:52.53]Or if her soul & ego died long ago
[02:55.66]Leaving an empty shell
[02:56.67]Of her former self
[02:59.15]For eons she pondered
[03:01.22]What has led her to such an unfortunate fate
[03:04.26]This face this body
[03:06.16]She's grown to hate
[03:08.18]But it is all she has left
[03:10.45]In this cold bleak world
[03:12.30]Falling down falling down
[03:13.50]Broken pieces on the ground
[03:15.01]Bleeding here bleeding there
[03:16.57]All these pieces I hold dear
[03:18.00]Painfully painfully
[03:19.58]Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
[03:21.08]Gratefully hopefully
[03:22.50]This is what I really need
[03:23.98]Falling down falling down
[03:25.49]Broken pieces on the ground
[03:26.96]Bleeding here bleeding there
[03:28.51]All these pieces I hold dear
[03:30.05]Painfully painfully
[03:31.52]Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
[03:33.08]Gratefully hopefully
[03:34.52]This is what I really need
[03:36.79]Picking up
[03:39.56]My shattered pieces
[03:42.49]No longer can I deny they're a part of me
[03:50.92]This emptiness makes it hard to breathe
[03:56.44]I can't live in misery
[04:02.77]I don't want to feel this way please
[04:08.49]Oh please oh let me free
[04:30.69]Please let me be
[04:31.92]Please let me be free