Jaime Deraz - Christmas Now That You're Gone .
I don't really feel so merry
The lights are up
The room feels dark
Your perfume never left your scarf
I didn't know it'd feel so heavy
The emptiness inside my arms
But winter time was always ours
Now your boots are by the door
They're covered in dust instead of snow
And it's hard to find my place
When I'm already home
But it don't feel like home
They say that firsts are the very hardest
Well I think they lied if I'm being honest
The pain just gets worse
with each passing night and ooh
I put up the tree
cuz that's what you wanted
I drink whiskey neat
and I hang up garland
But everything's wrong
cuz I'm broken hearted ooh
And I know I said I'd be strong
But I hate
Christmas now that you're gone
I don't wanna open presents
There's nothing for me in this box
Oh nobody's got what I want
Please turn off the Christmas playlist
Forget about the Christmas town
There's nothing for me on the ground
Hung your coat behind the door
So you'd be prepared in case it snows
Guess you don't need it anymore
Cuz you're not coming home
No you're not coming home
They say that firsts are the very hardest
Well I think they lied if I'm being honest
The pain just gets worse
with each passing night and ooh
I put up the tree
cuz that's what you wanted
I drink whiskey neat
and I hang up garland
But everything's wrong
cuz I'm broken hearted ooh
And I know I said I'd be strong
But I hate
Christmas now that you're gone
