Just Not Myself - Nexx Chapter
I wonder if you know the effect
You forever have on me
Trips me out guess the laughs on me
Say you'll wait till we can rendezvous
But I worry everyday that I'm closer to bein late uh
Too late cause you grew up
If only you could of stayed you
Wouldn't be lookin for true love
Would of made sure your heart was never broken
Cause no one deserves that
I hope you know this
You make my day any time you text
Well can't you run away
If not I'll just have to get this money frst
Hop on a plane
What's mine is yours
Cause without you I'm not myself
Not since I had a taste of
We were young and in love
You know how that story goes
Now I'm up then I'm down
No one ever gets too close
Cause any chance I get to take a break from life
I'm haunted by our perfect memories
My hopes will never let me be myself with her
If she isn't you baby if she isn't you
I can't be myself I can't be myself
My love do you get it yet
Been a minute since I've actually dated
Pointless when I'm never really in it
Knowin you're ou t there uncommitted
Always comparin you to these women
Babe do you feel the same
Or would you try anothers love
May be take his name before givin
Us the chance that we never had
It kills me to know you ever even
Had a fing in between our past and now
But I let it go somehow
You're sumtin I'm just so sure about
Just hope my mistakes never make you doubt
Reassure me I need it
Confused from every status I see
And whenever you go ghost
I'm on the deep end
We were young and in love
You know how that story goes
Now I'm up then I'm down
No one ever gets too close
Cause any chance I get to take a break from life
I'm haunted by our perfect memories
My hopes will never let me be myself with her
If she isn't you baby if she isn't you
I'm just not myself I'm not myself
Things could be going great
Then as if you had this voodoo doll
I get these random heartaches
And it's just cause I miss you so much
Your voice your smell your touch
Without you no good news or
Accomplishments ever mean as much
What if you told me that I could have you
Would it make me feel okay
If the sky was gray would you paint it blue
Just to wash my pain away
We were young and in love
You know how that story goes
Now I'm up then I'm down
No one ever gets too close
Cause any chance I get to take a break from life
I'm haunted by our perfect memories
My hopes will never let me be myself with her
If she isn't you baby if she isn't you
I can't be myself I can't be myself
I can't be myself I can't be myself
