Pessimist (Explicit)

Hello to desperate days

Can’t seem to break away

I’m choking on the headlines

I’m bleeding on the inside

What a boring dystopia

Staring at a blue light in the dark

I tried to recover and took a walk

Escaping my head to escape the war

Apocalypse on my mind

Watch it crumble and rewind

With this ghost town scenery

No sign of an ending in front of me

Hello to desperate days

Can’t seem to break away

I’m choking on the headlines

I’m bleeding on the inside

Can’t disconnect from my

Anxiety this time

I never really felt like this

When did I become a Pessimist?

Addicted to the cycle

Dopamine-deficient I spiral

Out of any control now

Imbalance me

The program runs

Can’t tell, do I feel lost?

Is it worth a try or are we ****ed?

Feed me, I’m so fed up

Again I fail to pull the plug

Hello to desperate days

Can’t seem to break away

I’m choking on the headlines

I’m bleeding on the inside

Can’t disconnect from my

Anxiety this time

I never really felt like this

When did I become a Pessimist?