Check my watch... yep, still wasting time
Whole life on the screen, still waiting for a sign
Ten million dollars in my computer somewhere
Just gotta hit the right buttons to withdraw what’s there
Click clack on my keycaps
Heart race, I relapse
One more night, one more track
Too much momentum, I can’t go back
Suck in the storm light, this shit always a fight
I miss the soft nights, wrapped up in starlight
Now I see sunrise through a monitor glow
Tell myself one more step, but how far can I go?
Entropy, I come with a fee
Everything I build takes a little outta me
But I gathered so much momentum I can’t stop now
Either break through the wall or get crushed somehow
Radic in the system, little glitch in the code
Built a throne out of pressure, now I carry the load
Ego says king, my mind says fraud
So I split the difference, keep moving toward God
I’ve been too close to quit, too far gone to stay
Every version of me had to die on the way
If tomorrow’s regret gonna look like today
Then fuck being comfortable, get out of the way
Take that step, take that step
Even if your chest says not yet
One more breath, one more rep
You don’t get to know how close you get
90% of gamblers quit just before they hit it big
So I guess I'm all in
Whatever it takes to win
What beats pocket aces? A Glock 19
What if I’m one click away?
What if I quit one day too soon?
What if the life I keep imagining
Is waiting in the next room?
Click clack on my keycaps, building while they sleep
Dreams got expensive, promises I gotta keep
I tell everyone watch me, then stare at the floor
Like I don’t know what I’m even fighting for
Funny how the ego gets quieter when you’re low
I could own the whole world, yeah, but what if you don’t?
Both voices in my skull and they’re talking at once
One says you’re destined, one says you’re fucked
So I work through the static, I bleed into files
Turn panic into product, turn pain into miles
There’s a version of me ten years down the road
Either thanking me now or asking why I froze
And I refuse to meet him with excuses in hand
Like I could’ve been something, you don’t understand
Nah, I understand perfectly, that’s why I’m still here
You don’t wait till you’re ready, you move through the fear
Too deep in now, I can't turn around
Built this shit from nothing, watch it shake the ground
If I fall, let me fall going full speed
I would rather burn out than die wondering
One more try
One more try
One more try
I got too much momentum to stop this time
Take that step, take that step
Even if your chest says not yet
One more breath, one more set
You don’t get to know how close you get
Check my watch...
Yeah, I wasted some time
But at least on my death bed, I'll happy I spent time on the good screen
